insomnia

its 2 oclock...no its gonna be 3 in 25 mins n im still up...i have a lotta things on my mind lately...thinkin about the future scared the shit out of me n im tryin to avoid t(how lame is that)...for now im just gonna let t happen wen t happens i told myself...been stuck here for 4 yrs but t doesnt feel long at all...i think back to the times wen i cant wait to grow up,wen drama was our friends breaking our crayons,wen my father was the only men in my life...sadly the rewind button doesnt exist...thats it for today...more to come...